Showing posts with label loneliness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loneliness. Show all posts

Saturday, August 20, 2011

And I slipped again..

Roaming about in the town for a quick weekend shopping spree, a feeling of loneliness engrossing yet again. Living a life out of Pandora's box! Away from family, away from humanity and civilization. There is everything wrong about the ambiance around. I dash out of the supermarket for a breather. Everything seemed so insanely organized. I was in no man's land and I was as volatile as I am now. Freaked out thoughts displaying its brutality all over again. And I started murmuring a song, don't have an idea why but I did.



Alright then I realized about the 'blast from the past'. I was back into the murky world of my pathetic past, dirty deeds and drunken drives. Such a moron I thought I was. I won't let it, do I? No point dreaming to reach Pluto when you know it is actually loads of light years away! But yes it happens frequently, if you say hourglass is frequent... I march ahead like a soldier out on a mission, entering another shop. Glanced here, glanced there; nothing amused... definitely in mars I yelled within. Then this song strikes instantaneously when I we stare each other...



Reverberating thoughts of the life I wished, all the flare and dreams ... man 'Life is Beautiful' guessed I...

No but, I should not let the feeling capture my imagination. I have been through what is called as 'LOVE' before and I did realize it was just pure addiction than affection. I ran out of the shop consoling a wounded jackssa... it ain't no worth trying to be in a relationship until you believe you need to be. My mind joggling to the tunes as...


Friday, April 22, 2011

over n out! over n out!!



Shivers in the cold midnight

Raindrops trickle down the cheek

As I walk past this lonely street

A dreadful fear looms in space.



I mourn in this silent sphere

Saline pain engulf my taste buds

Far was the reach and far was the cry

Reverberating soul I was left with.



Tranquility elaborated in hope

Senseless thoughts as mighty a peak

Formidable anguish for a crazy freak

Shattered pieces of a fragile dream.



Is it destiny or destination

Sailing with the wind I explore

Possibilities or mere postulates

Alas the signal is breaking, SOS SOS SOS...

over n out! over n out!!over n out!!!