Saturday, August 20, 2011

And I slipped again..

Roaming about in the town for a quick weekend shopping spree, a feeling of loneliness engrossing yet again. Living a life out of Pandora's box! Away from family, away from humanity and civilization. There is everything wrong about the ambiance around. I dash out of the supermarket for a breather. Everything seemed so insanely organized. I was in no man's land and I was as volatile as I am now. Freaked out thoughts displaying its brutality all over again. And I started murmuring a song, don't have an idea why but I did.



Alright then I realized about the 'blast from the past'. I was back into the murky world of my pathetic past, dirty deeds and drunken drives. Such a moron I thought I was. I won't let it, do I? No point dreaming to reach Pluto when you know it is actually loads of light years away! But yes it happens frequently, if you say hourglass is frequent... I march ahead like a soldier out on a mission, entering another shop. Glanced here, glanced there; nothing amused... definitely in mars I yelled within. Then this song strikes instantaneously when I we stare each other...



Reverberating thoughts of the life I wished, all the flare and dreams ... man 'Life is Beautiful' guessed I...

No but, I should not let the feeling capture my imagination. I have been through what is called as 'LOVE' before and I did realize it was just pure addiction than affection. I ran out of the shop consoling a wounded jackssa... it ain't no worth trying to be in a relationship until you believe you need to be. My mind joggling to the tunes as...


2 comments:

  1. Interesting selection of songs there buddy...:) those numbers sure make me nostalgic abt my childhood :)

    ReplyDelete